2nd day living without my love
went lunch with my princess @ hong xin aft knowing the sadest thing i could even believe, went over to baobei's hse to see my beloved god-daughter alissa.. she's so cute i think she know i'm on in the good mood and yet she did make my day so happy, seeing her smile reali feel so warm..
spend half of my day @ baobei's hse aft tat went town with princess to meet up her fren kewei & clare, dinner @ pepper lunch trying hard to eat abit dun wanna let my princess worry of me.. maybe i'm reali moody and seem to be like a zombie walking, i'm trying so hard to control my own emotional trying to smile and laugh every mins and sec..
hubb's bro sean celebrating bday @ jab1, they wan me to join them and reali gald of everyone's concern towards me.. tears fell so automatilly as i miss him so much seeing them makes me remind of him, keep drinking and drinking and also vomiting for few times they know they cant stop me of wat i'm doing..
i should buy a cake for myself and ask him to sing bday song for me when i'm able to see him!!
