went to tiong bahru find jenn i miss her so much i feel like going back to work there cos when i'm there, it seem like im back to work with them with all the pple who reali concren abt me..

m i seem to be da xiao jie?? did i reali get too use to it of him pampering me, y did i blame him always for putting me alone to face everything y didnt i should learn to be strong to face everything, but i still chose to hide up myself. love get strong when is holding hand in hand but there will time when thing turn bad also, how could u control of all tis kinda shit and sadness so easily paranoid tears dropping but i still gotta face everything!! with sis support yes i become abit stronger in life to learn to face thing and not to avoid always, she's the only person who can jus pull me up i guess no1 ele could do it, she doesnt do it for me she also do it for my family which i reali respect her alot!! sorry sis i always make u worry by being MIA but sumtime i jus wanna cry out loud and relax myself!!