wat a stupid good year for me tis year, yes there might be alot of ang bao but the worst thing still happen!! i lost my mum's diamond's chain which cost 5k+ been so worried and looking for it up and down but, drop means drop le.. she feel that i didnt care abt the thing which is lost cos is not mine but maybe she reali dont understand how worried i was? having scolding frm her saying all kinda shit maybe yes i didnt do anything for hse but wat i have done she doesnt know, im so tired ald wat i have done i have to face it i'll pay her back the money cos she said she wan me to pay full amount in cash, i will find my ways.. thanks for all the care for all the people around me, for my sick for my problems, move out of the hse now so i wont be using any of her thing so wont have any quarrel with her.. wanted to celebrate with het for her bday but i think i give up this thinking, she feel tat even if we go for dinner she will be paying but i didnt tell her tat me and sis wanna treat her nvm im jus so moodless tired... i love her always!! but i think she wont know, only thing it i reali didnt mean it for being so careless.. if i know there will be so many thing tat happen around me i rather be inside with di so i wont have so many trouble wont have all this shit coming in, i know im selfish for having tis thinking but im jus so tired if with april, sis, and u i think i reali dont feel like standing up again!! i will try to move on maybe jus need so time...
