suddenly i have fear in purple seeing things around me are all pruple, wat is happening to me isnt tis my fav coluor?? y m i having fear in it yet heart beating so fast, i can even feel tat i cant even breath myself.. even thing beside me is all purple by sitting on the trian people wearing purple walking pass me, i dun understand y do my heart beat turn out so fast till hands shaking as if my acttack is going to come, even if tear were gonna drop i guess it will jus drop down so easily, jus to contorl it!! i love tis colour too much yet i'm scare to let tis colour hate me... wher does the fear come frm y m i so PARANOID now??
Y M I HAVING TIS FEAR FOR MYSELF?? WATEVER IS IT I HOPE TIS FEAR WILL RUN AWAY FRM ME, I DUN WANNA HAVE TIS FEELINGS!!

I'M BEAUTIFULLY BROKEN. ♥
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