yes is tis a time to learn to live on myself as i didnt have tis kinda feeling b4, nv been so "leong" in my damn life, nv had no money till tis kinda stage b4.. cos of ming's hp bills gotta paid $500+ out of sudden lawyer letter come, maybe pple might think y do i have to help him but pple dunno wat we have gone thur or maybe can say is my responsibility, 1st day of my paid day already finish it cos paying so many things so many bills as maybe i had spend too much or wat i dunno, now i know the word of "lor lan" as wat i have left for myself is nothing totally nothing?? wat should i do now?? is not going to month end and is not even mid of the month im totally broke damn broke, i feeling break down but i dun wan sis to help me cos she ald had so much problems.. funniest thing my ez-link card also got no more money, haha can slim down cos no need to order food or buy any clothes i hate to have tis life but wat can i do?? im lost totally lost but i cant cry out infront of u cos is not between u and me the only person who will understand how i feel is only my sis, i need to rely on sum1 but sumhow i think i should learn to be alone.. m i going to be back to lock myself up again i hope i wont, i wanna cry out wanna cry out loud im tired very tired y everything is abt $$..
