wat have happen to me?? i not myself as wher have the cheerfull gladys gone to, y m i being so moody so paranoid for nothing or wat is the reason behind it?? can i jus hope god will lead me the way of wat i wan in my life, or maybe i have to walk for my own life by myself and think for myself.. thinking back the past few years wat changes have i done in life, i think i fail as i fail to be an unsuccessful person, in my job, in my r/s, in everything.. i feel so tired till i only can let myself feel the pain and stress in my heart, if there's a choice i rather not to remember everything in my life and forget everything... knowing there's pple who care for me and jus feel stupid for letting me giving them attitude but i only can say sorry cos i myself dunno y!! i know u did try very hard to be understanding but is jus tat im too much till u yrself dunno wat to do, i believe the gladys will be back give her some time jus some time!!
have u ever love a person till u couldnt forget at all, maybe it takes time.. wat is the happiest thing u feel in life which is always in yr heart and is unforgettable?? did i ask a qus which is hard to ans?? i jus wanna know it from yr heart or maybe i reali think too much le..