i wanna be the happiest women u wan me to be but it seem like i reali fail, i try so hard to be happy but y do i still feel unhappy in life?? unhappy of life i'm having cos i dun get wat i wan, i might miss thing i had last time, i miss the food i always got to eat, miss the time when i'm so relax playing mahjong!! am i enjoying my life, enjoy abt my work, enjoy the time i spend with my fren?? i wanna stand up by myself n not to let pple around me to get worry, have i done it or actually i'm still living in dankness in my own silly world?? did u ever feel regret for loving me, or did u regret for making me to make a choice?? if i shed tears for u will u know those tears were bcos of u, life is like a race only the fittest survive but i dun think i'm the fittest survivor... i feel so tired...
