cant sleep well for tis few days aftnoon he suddenly came over by himself i got a shock cos he walk all the way here passing me a bday card and his persent for me anyway thanks, soon to be evening time msg started ringing saying all those "sorry cant be able to attend" 1st Serene cos she got bb liao tired 2nd Rene auntie come find her resting @ home 3rd Jennifer her son sick dan Ju also family problem. i feel so sad all my best fren didnt turn up maybe i cant blame them or can say im jus piss off with myself suddenly i break down and cry, telling Wendy i dun wanna celebrate i dun wanna look forward for it cos is jus like putting a HOPE and it become empty. they talk to me i know im very "pei cek" abt bday tis yr but i jus dunno wat i have in mind but to cry. dinner start JJ & Joseph bought me a jacket and cake so sweet of them, Sam & Xian also came i was reali happy seeing them cos too long nv seen them on my bday, Shun gave me a white dress very nice reali but too small liao only april can wear haha, melvin and cas campmates came also, my sec sch fren weeheng, yeyi & gf and kelly!! reali thanks for those people who come they let me know i still hab people who care for me, tis yr im not happy but i still hab my precious, april, wendy, jj & joseph who nv fail to make me smile... hope i can pass for interview!!
