i hate myself, hate myself for not undestanding, hate myself to be pamper by others, hate to be spoiled!! i dun know why when u tell me those problem i'm lost totally blank in mind, u say i didnt think of yr feelings yes is my fault, im still trying hard for myself to improve, i dunno why i jus feel very tired... i cant give u a good ans as i hate to be qus by u, all those tat u ask i only can reply u by a
DUNNO i reali dunno wat else can i ans back... i force myself to think of an ans but im jus making myself damn "pei cek" i even feel like throwning my laptop away... maybe i dun understand how u feel, dunno what is yr needs, didnt give u the attention u wan!!!
i f**king hate myself!!!
